“They all deserve to die. Tell you why, Mrs. Lovett, tell you why. Because in all of the whole human race, Mrs Lovett, there are two kinds of men and only two; There’s the one they put in his proper place And the one with his foot in the other one’s face” — Epiphany Sweeney Todd: The Demon Barber of Fleet Street
I’ll tell yah why. It’s because I’m heart broken. This said friend and I were almost complete opposites; she uses her brain, and I use my heart. My heart’s broken, and she gets pissed off because I’m being “stupid”. Really? Is it fuckin’ stupid because someone you deeply care about had to make a choice between living on the streets or living with an ex boyfriend who will/is constantly beats/beating her? I’m sorry if I “care too much” about the well being of others, including the ones I love! Fuck! At least I knew what love was! That’s more than what my friend could say. That’s for sure. My friend has had the flu for some time, now I know why. Because karma’s a bitch when you only care about yourself.
So this goes out to you pumpkinstand… You’re heartless.
@pigwidgeon-
Right when I told her about the chick I liked, my “friend” (using that loosely) automatically assumed that she was a bitch. My “friend” thinks she’s making that up. It just makes me mad; my “friend” didn’t even care that the chick I liked is in grave danger. Well no wonder she’s not my friend anymore…
I wish I had someone to make me feel special and wanted.
I know how yah feel. I had somebody like that once… You’ll find someone. He’s out there waiting for you whether he realizes it or not. Chin up! :)
I’ve had someone like that, too.
Nobody is waiting for me. I’m intolerable and insufferable and I just have way too many flaws. I actually hate myself. Like I legitimately loathe who I am. And what makes it so bad is that I wish I could be different because I know my faults, but no matter what I can’t fix them.
So I will be alone forever. And this is not even an exaggeration. I’m hopeless.
That’s what I use to think about myself to. However, what makes us who we are is both our strengths and our weaknesses. No one’s perfect, and I’m sure we would all fix our flaws if we could. You need to learn to love yourself for who you are; don’t focus on what your faults are and concentrate on your greater qualities.
Trust me, the only way you could ever possibly be alone forever is if you continue to bring yourself down and telling yourself that you’ll be alone. Will power is an amazing thing; you tell yourself that you can/can’t do something, you’ll end up doing or not doing what you told yourself you could/couldn’t do. Mind over matter.
I am from Illinois. Not Chicago, but the boring parts of Illinois. Specifically, central Illinois in a little small town called Brimfield… I’m getting sleepy just thinking about it, lol!
There’s tons of snow out right now, but if there wasn’t, there would be miles and miles of corn. In this part, the people aren’t as friendly as they could be. Everyone kinda looks out for themselves over here, which is kinda upsetting because I look out for everyone else more than myself! HA!! XD
Now I guess I have two questions: 1. Have you ever seen snow down there and 2. Have you ever seen a kangaroo and if so, did you box it?
And what’s YOUR favorite dinosaur? (:
Tyrannosaurus Rex!!! Even though they have stubby arms… :/
You know you want to… ;)
I wish I had someone to make me feel special and wanted.
I know how yah feel. I had somebody like that once… You’ll find someone. He’s out there waiting for you whether he realizes it or not. Chin up! :)
Girl: Thanks for the add!
Boy: No, thank you for the add! So how are you?
Girl: I’m good how r u?
Boy: I am pretty good. Slightly sleep deprived but who isn’t? Ha! Just memorizing my lines for my acting class while comforting my poor heart broken friend.
Girl: Awww, I’m sorry what happened?? If u don’t mind me asking? And can i say??…..you are very handsome.
Boy: Oh, it’s fine don’t worry. It’s a long story, but the sum of it is that for 2 years he has given his heart and unflinching loyalty to his girlfriend, but than she decided that she was done with him and wanted to “try something new”. Nice guys like he and I usually finish last :/ The poor guy went through everything with this chick (name it and it happened). He was almost completely gone, but, since i was in a similar situation, I was there for him so that he wouldn’t go too far off. The poor guy…
Oh wow, thank you so much for saying that. I don’t often get compliments like that. And, if you don’t mind me saying, you are truly beautiful. Like, I’m looking at your profile pick while I’m typing this and my heart is racing and I’m shaking because your gorgeous. I hope you don’t mind me saying.
Girl: Awww tell him I’m sorry that it happened it should never happen to good guys…i hate when girls are bitches like that…i feel bad for him
Awww your soooo sweet and no i deff dont mind u sayin that. Your making me blush most guys just say “wow u got bigs tits” or “a nice ass”, but for u to say beautiful is sooo touching so thank you sooo very much!!! that just completely made my day better.
Boy: Yah, he’s handling it better than I did in my situation way back when. He said he couldn’t be strong like me the other day, but the truth is, he’s recovering quicker than I did. He’s actually the stronger one.
Lol, well what I said is true. I looked at that picture and said that it would take a miracle for me to be able to speak to you because you seem so elegantly stunning that I wouldn’t know what to say, or that you would look the other way. Now I can tell you’re not only a beautiful person on the outside, but on the inside… The first place I look is the eyes. Nowhere else. Because the eyes tell me how beautiful the person is on the inside (and that’s what I care about the most; who you are as a person). Although not always accurate, it gives you a clue. Yours said that you’re a wonderful person… wow, I’m sorry about all that, lol!
Girl: wow your really sweet! I would love to talk to you alot more!!! And what, if you dont mind me asking, happened to you??
And I’m the same as you; looks don’t matter the personality does…and so far i really like yours!!!
Boy: lol, I’m brutally honest actually. Hearing you say that you want to talk to me more is like making my heart pound even harder! If you want to talk to me outside of this, just text or call or what have you on ###-###-####.
What happened to me I’m scared to tell you, but intuition tells me to trust you, and since I follow my heart (aka intuition, which gets me in trouble sometimes) I will tell you. but it’ll be in an entirely separate message because it’s a long long story.
I’m really happy that you like mine. My soul is like on fire with happiness (which is a good thing, don’t worry, lol), and no, I don’t always talk in metaphorical and poetic terms because normally I don’t feel like this.
Girl: Well i like the way you talk. I can tell you like the theater which i do too…lol
And yes u can trust me. I’m not the type of person to go off and tell a bunch of ppl what i talk to anyone about if that person doesn’t want anything said; its their business not mine, and if they trust to tell me then i have no right to tell anyone else whats goin on.
And i will deff txt you. I don’t have callin at the moment but am workin on gettin more money to get mins to call ppl lol
I was gonna ask though, where u from?? I’m from Lincoln, IL.
Boy: Lol, I’ll have to tone that down or I won’t stop. I don’t want to scare you or anything. And yes, but it’s not just theater. I love to act. It basically helps keep me sane to be perfectly honest. My ultimate goal is to make it big; most people would say that this is kind of an unrealistic goal, but I believe anything is possible. The only way I could give it up is if I met someone who was able to show me joy that acting can’t give me. I don’t think my chances are great for that happening to be honest (the giving up acting) because nobody really stays in a relationship with me long enough to find out, ya know?
What do you like to do?
Ok, texting is quite acceptable. I don’t think I have a very good phone voice anyways, lol! I think that you being able to buy your own minutes shows great independence and great motivation to get what you want. I admire that. I kinda wish I had a job right now so that I could say that I’m doing something to help me get by, but with the economy, and me being a “theater person”, nobody hires me.
I live in Brimfield, IL. It’s a small town near Peoria.
Girl: You wont scare me away. I already like you…i love to act too. I love more of the horror stuff tho or like Phantom of the Opera type stuff….lol just love it…I like to dance and sing, and i dont think its an unrealistic goal if u really want it go for it!! do wat makes u happy…thats wat ive always looked for in ppl…
I love working for the local haunted house here, and acting out everything i do lol (kinda a bit of a dork i am) but u gotta love it, it makes everyone laugh and i love doin that…
And yeah, i don’t like my voice much either lol, and i cant find a job either here no one will hire so I clean houses for my grandma to help her out and earn money for my txtin lol
I used to live in Peoria, lol! That was like 8 yrs ago though.
Boy: The fact that we have similar interests is even more exciting! I try to keep myself as flexible of an actor as possible, but I get type casted into either the really goofy character or the villain… I have been told by multiple people that I am the reincarnated Phantom of the Opera. I do have slight self esteem issues, but I’m slowly starting to realize that I can do what I set my mind to, and I start believing people when they compliment me on things, but I don’t let it get to my head… I can’t dance, but I can sing (hence the reincarnated Phantom thing). Music of the Night is my favorite song in the entire world because it’s just that beautiful of a song. I want to sing it to you at some point. Not today, obviously, lol!
That’s bad ass, lol!! I have a friend who is a make-up goddess and has offered me to help out for a haunted house she volunteers for, so I’ll do that too. I do community theater mostly but recently I’ve saved myself for ICC (Illinois Central College) shows, but that plan backfired. It’s all cliquey over there and they won’t let me in shows until I’m a Sophmore.
I know what you mean. I don’t like my voice, but other people do. Same probably goes for you I’m sure. My parents are too nice. They give me a car (gas included), their home to stay at, and sometimes food (lol). Sometimes idk if I deserve it, but I’m thankful for it every day.
I wish you hadn’t moved, but at least we’re in the same state, lol! Don’t worry, I’m real as they come. I even have a Facebook, and real friends from the real world are my Facebook friends, lol!
Girl: I know wat you mean on that one! I’m so excited to talk to you! The fact that you can have a convo with me on here is so shocking cuz most ppl dont really talk here lol! But i rele like it..I can deff see u as the goofy one lol! But I think you’d make a great villain or the best friend that turns into the lover ya kno…i would love to hear you sing that song to me! It’s an amazing and beautiful song, and I think you’d do it great justice, but i can wait to hear it, lol!
I know i love it! I have a few pics of the makeup that we had used for it on here lol! I love it its so much fun to do..i think you’d like it a lot…I’m sorry to hear that hun. Hope u get in soon though..
I’m sure u do deserve it hun! You seem like the type of person who would do anything for someone you loved if they really needed it lol…
Me too! i really liked it there, plus maybe I’d have met you sooner…lol =] And true maybe one day we can meet? And I think you are as real as they come lol! Or we wouldn’t be talkin this much heehee…I have facebook too lol! I love your personality sooo damn much!!! =] You seem like a guy a would love to hang wit and possibly date lol! But well be friends first lol =]
Boy: Lol, Idk how I’m able to do it actually. I’m an awkward turtle so this is all kind of shocking to me. Plus, you’re talking back to me so that helps to. I’m an open book to be Frank (ha! my name’s $@##%, not Frank! XD ), but I’m telling you things I wouldn’t normally tell because of that intuition, which I think is paying off (it’s taking me a really long time to type that thing that happened to me btw, so I humbly apologize for that). Lol, I can be an extreeeeme goof ball! The only reason I’m not right now is because my heart is doing all the talking, lol! The villain was a step up until it became another typcast for me, lol! I don’t think I’ve ever heard of the best friend thing before, so thank you very much! ^_^… I definitely would do it justice, trust me, lol! I actually believe I can sing that, and if you’re there while I’m singing it, it’s going to be the most beautiful sound you’ve ever heard because it feels like you’re bringing out the best in me.
I saw those and I liked them, lol! I actually like all of your pictures because you’re so damn beautiful that my heart is actually spinning (or it feels like it). You need to see some of the make-up work I’ve had in other stuff. That’d be on my Facebook… I know I will, lol… It’s fine. I know what I’m capable of so that’s all that matters.
I would do anything. I’ve only known love once, or what I believed to be love. But I hadn’t felt like this before. This is new, lol!
I would love to meet you one day! I would drive to you so you don’t have to go that far from where you are, and I think that if we ever do plan to meet, we bring a trusted friend with us. So that way if one of us isn’t real (although we are), we have a buddy with us so that you’re not alone (and creepers don’t bring friends cuz they don’t have any, lol!). We need to add each other on Facebook right now, lol!! You are absolutely right! We should take this slow, still get to know each other and such. Maybe see each other once before we decide to date… I just got some popcorn!!!
Girl: Well I’m glad you are talking to me! I really rele love it!!! I honestly love to talk bout anything…if u ask me I’ll answer it; I dont care if its the craziest ?? on earth I’ll still answer you lol…and no take your time I can wait to hear it hun… i love goofballs!!! I’m one myself so it makes the relationship more fun if you’re able to joke around with that person and know its all in good fun, ya know?
Thanks! I really liked your pics too!!! Lol, yeah I’ll look at em in a few, lol!
Yeah, I know what you mean. I’ll bring a friend, you bring one, and get to know each other first lol =p I love popcorn!!! lol!
ps You’re more ahmazing!!!!
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Notes: I’m well aware of the fact that we met online. I’m well aware of the fact that this whole conversation was really really strange, but all that I say there (like in all of these posts) is 100% true. This was the greatest first conversation I’ve had with anyone… It continued off of this and progressed into an even more successful conversation… I also reveal much information about myself here. You don’t have to know exactly where Lincoln, IL is, but just know that it’s a fucking hell hole. A hell hole she may never be able to escape… I thought I could save her from that hell hole…
MTV has dropped "Music Television" from their logo. -
8 years late, says Jose
Wait, so it’s just MTV, and no “music television” part?
W/e
They would need to change MTV the name, not the little sentence. They play no music. Whatever MTV, whatever.
They should change it to “Moronic Trash”… Vision. It suits the program perfectly in my opinion.